God's Love

Life is short. My boyfriends grandmother died two days ago and that has me on edge. He just got his white slip and right now isn't the right time to be learning, considering it's snowing, gross, and this is just a crappy time in his life. I worry so much about him gettin in a car acciedent. My bestfriend just got his liscense and he is pretty fearless in his driving. I just worry so much about them although i know that they wil be alright because everytime i think of them like this I pray to God and he answers my prayers! If you every need anything He will be there for you. Never doubt what He can actually do. He will never let you go. He says that once you are in his palm no man can pluck you out! You will always be safe in is hands and even though he may kill a person, it is becuase he wants to save thier soul. God is the one person you can call on when your down and he is the only person who can pick you up when you can't get up.

Love is something you can share with god so if you haven't said hello for a while pick up a bilbe and read. Or just say hello God isn't judgemental, don't worry about messing up. Talk to him he loves to have conversation with his children. ------ remember HE LOVES YOU!

Judging.....

I was thinking, maybe if we didnt assum so much maybe we would see the world a little better. Here's a quick story:

I was sitting in History class and just listening, half-way, to the conversation that was going on around me while I read. Then I heard somthing that caught my attention. It was the boy who sits 3 seats over from me, "He shouldn't even be aloud to take drivers ed!" Then his sister who sits a few seats behind him said "If he does, i'm going to get really mad at the school." Well as I listened I found out that they were talking about a boy in our grade who has aspergers autism. Then my friend Britany who sits behind me leans up and asks "doesn't your brother have the same thing?" "Yeah." "Well this probably makes you really mad. Doesn't it?" I sort of slammed my books on my desk and said "Yeah! This does make me really mad!" everyone looked at me and I just quietly said "Sorry." Well they continued on and then finally I just said "If you don't know the situation and you don't know the people n that situation then you have not a single inch of room to talk judge it! And if you want to learn more about this I will bring you some books I had to read them because of my brother." My teacher just said "Yeah." even though he was in the conversation too. They all stopped talking about the whole thing. Then today someone I rearly talk to asked if I was okay beacuse of what happened yeaturday.

Anyways, the reason I told you this story was because on my walk home I relized that i have judged situations myself and I asked myself how it would have made them feel so I promised myself that I would try to never judge anything like this again. Maybe we should all take this into consideration and try to think about the way we judge others and thier lifes wihtout even knowing them.

Be yourself

I have learned that many people in this world pose as a completly diffrent person than they really are. They do this to impress the "popular" crown or get higher in society. If there is one thing i want everyone in the world to know is that they are who they are and if i wanna fly to the moon but my best friend thinks thats stupid then they aren't my best friend because they are objecting to what i want in life. Thats who i am and thats what i want to achieve in life so thats what i will work for. I DO NOT need to fit into my friends life style and perfectly match thier wants for me because they will want things thatmaybe i wont like but if i am a goofy girl who wants to travle the world and have fun then thats what i will do. But there is one rule to consider, be assertive, but consider everyone elses feelings too. We all are sensitive in some way and we need to repect that but we need to respect ourselves too! We DO matter to the world and maybe if some people came out of thier friends perfect dshell then maybe the world could change, maybe the world could be diffrent........ ponder on that while you go through the day and tell me if you are who you ARE!